Not easy for me to take my courage in 2 hands and write ...
Writing about life, about my life ... on the joys of family and also the difficulty to bring the small world at arm's length!
Today I write more in the urgency of seeing the distress in which I am diving. Every year it's like when the summer holidays I take the mug is that we do not leave on vacation (not for want of sub!). Then of course our house is cozy, of course it has all the space needed to be alone in the world ... I am a stove top (for the recipes we'll see the As, then I need to take my pain), I smile (I know that too many do), I even laugh, I try not to expose my pain in the face of the world around me. But I know that we will not no vacation yet this year or next year also ... My aching pain still shakes me lately and my optimism that characterizes normal s' clears gradually giving way to depression, which is (hidden) by ME.